Sick

no i am not sick.

sick in the head maybe, but not sick physiologically.
so many things are making me sick.
for instance, real mengada girls. gosh, the thought of them mengada-fying with guys just makes me wanna excrete shit through my oral cavity. urgh.

another thing that has been making me feel sick lately.
whenever i sign into MSN, all i see under people's personal messages are :

"i don't wanna sit for exams!" (don't sit la then...stand instead)

"why do we have to sit for exams?" (because you want the bloody degree)

"study till wanna vomit" (go take some asam la, doink!)

"how motivating" to see statements like these.
makes me wanna excrete rice through my anus. double urgh.

what's the big deal??
we are all undergraduates...not little kids sitting for spm. or high school students sitting for stpm.
uni finals only mah.... not like you'll DIE if you don't score with flying colours (i dunno why ppl associate scoring with flying colours. i dunno how colours can fly)

so what if you are in the dean's list?
does that make you a good future pharmacist/ doctor...yadda yadda yadda...??

i am so so sick with this kind of mentality that i am tired to explain further.
with that, i shall shaddup.

ps: i had a weird dream. of someone, who shall remain unnamed, in an unknown place, with other unmentionable people, and we did something which shall remain untold.