Numbed

somehow, after being exposed to something for a substantial period of time, whether you like it or not, you'll get used to it. the amount of time taken for this adaptation, of course, varies among individuals.

let me give you some examples.

i have been sitting for exams for more than half of my living years. each paper (exclude mini tests and useless quizzes) never fails to cause me to lose more hair (on the head, mind you) due to stress. blame the exam-oriented education system in malaysia. anyway, during my mid sem exam recently, i seriously felt NOTHING at all. let me repeat, NOTHING. no stress, no abnormal hair loss, no pimples outbreak, no shrieking for no apparent reason that it scares my neighbours and no disturbance to my menstrual cycle. perhaps i am numbed by the incessant flow of tests.

i realise that i don't complain much about my housemates anymore. i remember blogging about them almost all the time last year. again, i am numbed by their filthiness, assholistic behaviour and not forgetting to mention, horniness. i no longer complain when they don't clean up their shit residue
after their daily shitting ritual. instead, i CLEAN it up for them, without a word. i no longer feel pissed, but a little disgusted.

and i am also numbed by the sight of sotongs around me. urgh.

here are some of my suggestions to deal with your daily problems :

1. if you are a porn addict, go watch more porn. like, have a porn marathon. makan porn, minum porn, tidur porn, berak pun porn. and dream about porn too. make yourself numb with the porn, that you don't feeli like watching porn anymore. i'm gonna suggest this to my horny housemate. hehe.

2. if you hate someone so much that you feel like murdering his entire family and rape his dog, print many copies of his/her picture. paste them to the wall of your house..and ceilings too...so that you can stare at his picture to sleep every night. sooner or later, you'll just get used to the face and the hatred will be gone.

i guess all of you are numbed by my crapping.