Someone...

someone was in china and hong kong for a week...for a student leadership conference.
even told me he tried looking for aaron kwok's hall of fame. haha!
you know who am i talking about right?
just to keep you guys updated about his life, in case you are interested.

sometimes you don't execute your plan the way you wanted it to be. well..most of the time for me.
like how i always wanted to throw rotten egss into mrs. yee's house.
how much i wanted to ask her what was her freaking problem with me.
but i ended up doing absolutely nothing! i am such a failure.

i have always wanted to be as cruel as i can to him too.
pay him back 100x the amount of misery he gave me.
and again, i am a failure.
not only have i replied ALMOST all of his sms-es, i even pretended to be interested in his conference for a moment.

what's wrong with guys anyway?
when they were the one insisting on ending the relationship in the 1st place, in spite of the girls' profuse pleading, so what the hell are they trying to prove with the constant kacau-ing?
very heroic is it?
already trying to make themselves sound so heroic..by giving dumb excuses like "i just want to let you go, so that you can be free". free my ass la.
want to be a real hero...go murder those stupid robbers..or castrate yourself.
then you are my big hero. much more heroic than superman.
not by ditching a girl only to try getting her back later.
when a damage has been done....it has been done.

still want to be my hero?
i can suggest some potent painkillers if you decide to go for castration.