Warning : For the Eyes of Dog Lovers Only

never in my life that i've grown so attached to a dog that the thought of inevitably losing it one day is unbearable. in fact, jackie is more than just a dog. he's a part of the family. come to my house and you'll see only jackie's pictures being displayed at the hall downstairs and upstairs. we don't even have any picture of the whole family in any part of the house. even my mom who hates dogs has grown fond of him.

jackie wrapped in a banditto pocket, according to nadia.

could be his manja-ness that made us so close to him. whenever we go...he wants to follow...so he gets to go out for car rides whenever i need to ferry sister around ipoh, though he ended up sleeping in the car anyway. when me and sisters went to singapore few years back with mom, dad said he refused to eat. so cute! and we play hide and seek with him..no joke!

jackie in the car.and that's my jacket.

i seriously believe that dogs could feel our sorrow.
when i was in depression last year...he would just stare at me when i cried...and followed me whenever i go....it was just as if he were trying to make me feel that i was not alone. although he couldn't say anything to console me, but it was VERY comforting to have him beside me.

the same thing he did to my sister recently... when the government,as usual, screws non-burgers like us. our damned taxes go to burgers la... pisses me off everytime i think about it. nevermind, there'll be another posting about our damned government when i am more pissed.

so back to jackie.look at this innocent face, how can you not manjakan him?

he's already 10 this year.
time really flies. it was 8 years ago when we brought him back.
he looked like an anorexic and malnourished dog back then. so thanks to the foo family, hehe... he's a fatty little doggie now! and healthy too.. cause he takes supplement.

most people keep dogs for safety purposes, and obviously jackie could not provide us that.
but he could provide us comfort and joy. something that even my bugger housemates can't give me at all. they only know how to rob them off me. at least jackie's love is genuine and all he ask for return are some hugs and cuddles....and of course, food. the best part is, he'll never backstab you (which some people enjoy doing) and will never get to complain.

if only dogs can live much longer....sigh....

when i own a house in the future, i MUST have at least one dog.
if my husband (if i were to get one anyway) doesn't like the idea, he can find some other place to stay..muahahahaha!!!

it's like 4 am now and i am still awake.
and i didn't even take any caffeine just now..and for the past few days as well.
it sucks not being able to sleep when people around you are snoring away.

ISHHH.

and jackie is right here with me in the room..hehe