PlinG PMS-ing

who else can make me PMS if not him again.
no...i am not letting him control my life. i will not let that happen anymore.
it's just that certain people/event can really tick you off...
like how some 'burgers' with just 2 freaking As for SPM got a scholarship to study medic overseas..
and those with FULL A1 got absolutely nothing! tulan or not?
the same way i feel each time that ass sms me. simply feel tulan la...what else?
and what happen each time i tulan?
i'll rip off every single hair outta jackie.
ok..a little exaggerated.

i am so so so tempted to post our exchanges of sms just now.
better not, since most of you are his close friends.

i want to complain.

i'm in the mood to rip his balls off with my bare hands again.
or castrate him using the parang in my house.
aiyah...just chop the whole thing off la..the whole male reproductive organ. easier.
one swing of the parang will complete the task.
call me sadistic. or sicko.
i am not born this way.
some asses like him made me this way. so blame them.

when a guy tells you that he's gonna love you forever...he's not assuring you that he will not love another girl at the same time.
when he tells you how much he loves you... he only meant it at that moment.
when he tells you that he'll always be there for you... it's just another pick up line to make your heart melt.. try calling him while he's celebrating his friend's birthday party, and he'll say bye very soon.
when he tells you he's thinking of you at the moment..that's because he has nothing better to do.
when he tells you are the most gorgeous, smartest, greatest etc. girl he has ever met... see if he says the same thing after 2 years.
when he suggests breaking up... he really means it. even when you get back together after that, trust me, there'll be another break up or a series of them till you finally, seriously separate for good.

clinging on to a guy who's more interested in becoming the next samy vellu than being with you will only do damage to you.
i'm glad that i've learnt my lesson.

but that doesn't stop me from hating him.
don't you know i am a very revengeful person?
well....not really THAT revengeful...
at least i gave him a few chances but he blew them off only.
so i am officially very very pissed.

i seriously wish that he would go on his knees and beg for forgiveness.
or cry in front of me.
call me mean.
think of what he did to me- hung up on me, ignored my calls, refused to see me, called me a 'burden', told me he didn't care if i cry or not, said it's my own fault that i screwed up my mid term.

i could've easily done the same things to him.
but i didn't. because i still hope we could still be friends after all those shits that happened.
if he still tries to push his luck... he can say bye-bye to his 'little brother' forever.

hahaha...
ok now i feel better.
no more PMS. yay!