just a random thought

Housemate : Eh, imagine how Peiling will look like when she's pregnant doing cytotoxic drug reconstitution?You know lah, she's already "tall" enough..plus the big belly...must be
damn funny! hahahahaha!

( at this point, there's no other response i can give him besides showing him my "universal sign")


Grrrr....
1st of all, I am not gonna touch cytotoxic drug when i am pregnant. I ain't wanna give birth to a mutated or deformed baby. So he can stop imagining that.

2nd of all, er.... since i am not so fond of kids... i might not subject myself to the horrors of motherhood. But,who knows..one day...motherly instincts may just kick in :)

Come to think of it, i really can't imagine myself carrying a living thing inside my uterus..

Gosh...i'll be walking like a penguin..fat and short...and clumsy too!

this is how i am gonna look like

and the thought of giving birth..the intense labour pain...the stranger doctor looking down my.. *gasps* ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww..........

I DON'T WANNA BE A MOTHER!!